9: Precious
He has had the box ever since I first met him. Small and black, covered in shiny satin, a foot long, with a silver clasp in the front holding it closed. It was the first thing I noticed when I came to his house. It was sitting on the mantle above the fire place, the light glistening off its surface. I didn't ask him then, it seemed rude to pry, but I was curious. It was such a prominent place to display the chest, what could he possibly be storing in there?
The next time I visited his house I asked him about it, "What's in that box of yours?"
"Oh that?" his lips twisted to the side, "It was supposed to be a gift for my little brother. My father gave it to my mother before he was born but...he didn't make it through the birth."
The news hung in the air as we stood awkwardly, avoiding eye contact. I didn't ask about the box again that night.
But the box still bothered me. What could possibly be in it? And why display something that was tied to so much pain? I couldn't get it off my mind. So the next time I saw him, I asked again.
"Well there's nothing in it," he said, "We just keep it there as a reminder, a memento I guess."
"Right." I said, "of course." I looked across the room at the box, admiring the way it glistened, the way the silver metal perfectly accented the black velvet. And as I looked a knot formed in the pit of my stomach, heavy and dark. He was lying, I was sure of it. There was something in that box.
It began to haunt my dreams. I would see myself reaching the box, opening it, but the dream would always end before I could see what was inside. So when I saw him again, I asked a third time.
"It's nothing, jeez, why are you so obsessed with this thing?" As he was talking I was staring at the box, watching it carefully, and as I watched it shook violently, threatening to fall off the mantle.
"Look!" I shouted, pointing, "I knew there was something inside."
"What are you talking about?" He was standing too now, his hands itching at his sides.
"It moved! Didn't you see it?"
"You're crazy Kara," he said, but before he could speak again I heard something coming from the box. Just a whisper, barely audible, but so very clearly calling to me.
"I have to open it," I said, moving towards the fire place. At once he stepped between us, his hands shaking at his sides. He looked angry.
"You can't open it," he said. The box rattled once more and the whispers grew stronger.
"I have to," I said, "It needs me to."
"You can't," he says again, his hand reaching behind him, "You don't understand what it is. I can't let you see what's inside."
"Move!" I cry, shoving him away, but his arm swings towards me and a iron rod bangs into my side. He brandished the fire poker at me, standing between me and my box. I cry out, lunging at him, and we grapple. I step forward, pushing him back, and he steps into the fireplace. The pain blinds him for just a moment, and his grip loosens on the fire poker. I rip it from his hands, turn it, and stab it into his chest.
I am reaching for the box before he even hits the ground. As his blood pools around my feet, I reach, hands trembling before the silver clasp, and I open it.