do you ever just like/do something
and youre really happy doing it
and then someone says 'i dont like (insert thing you like or do here)"
and then youre just
'oh no now i have to agree with them or theyll hate me'
and even when theyre like 'its fine i wont hate you its just my personal opinion' like you know that its their opinion but you cant help but wonder if they secretly do hate you
and just scream
sorry if this is too personal its just a thing ive been dealing with for a while now
im not asking for attention or anything like that btw
also this isnt a callout
thank
do you ever just like/do something
and youre really happy doing it
and then someone says 'i dont like (insert thing you like or do here)"
and then youre just
'oh no now i have to agree with them or theyll hate me'
and even when theyre like 'its fine i wont hate you its just my personal opinion' like you know that its their opinion but you cant help but wonder if they secretly do hate you
and just scream
sorry if this is too personal its just a thing ive been dealing with for a while now
im not asking for attention or anything like that btw
also this isnt a callout
thank
Oh, but can't you feel it?! The void, it's calling me- Calling all of us! It wants to eat our souls, so that we never ascend to the heavens, it wants to absorb us! It needs sustenance, so that it may expand and envelop this whole useless world! All that muck and grime, the ooze, it will fill every crevice of reality, and it will change the world into a paradise! All you have to do is live to see it!
And why aren't I scared? Because the void is the afterlife, and I am its Grim Reaper!
I have this in the way that I buy new clothes that I really like and wear for a little while and then slowly begin to pick out everything wrong with how it looks on me and begin worrying that other people see that too and then eventually just stop wearing it
I have this in the way that I buy new clothes that I really like and wear for a little while and then slowly begin to pick out everything wrong with how it looks on me and begin worrying that other people see that too and then eventually just stop wearing it
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I have a hard time forming my own opinions on things, so I'll really like something or another, and eventually someone will say something bad about it and I'm like oh,, i guess i dont like that thing anymore either
The most recent example of this was when I decided to do a no fast-travel run of botw (also no maps at all, just me in the wildernedss with no clue where im going) and so I googled it to see if anyone else had done it, and the first thing I got was a bunch of redditors very adamantly saying that playing botw without being able to warp would be ridiculous and time consuming and people would be stupid to try and do it.
Its seems silly but their comments really got to me, and now I'm currently trying to force myself out of that mindset and try and do this thing which I've wanted to do for ages :')
I have a hard time forming my own opinions on things, so I'll really like something or another, and eventually someone will say something bad about it and I'm like oh,, i guess i dont like that thing anymore either
The most recent example of this was when I decided to do a no fast-travel run of botw (also no maps at all, just me in the wildernedss with no clue where im going) and so I googled it to see if anyone else had done it, and the first thing I got was a bunch of redditors very adamantly saying that playing botw without being able to warp would be ridiculous and time consuming and people would be stupid to try and do it.
Its seems silly but their comments really got to me, and now I'm currently trying to force myself out of that mindset and try and do this thing which I've wanted to do for ages :')
Hi please stop describing me, I don't appreciate it when people spy on my life.
Honestly, though, I'm constantly trying to get out of this mindset. Like, I feel like I can't do anything because I'm afraid people will judge me on it. I just want to get and wear pretty clothes that I like and listen to enjoyable/good music, can you stop telling me that everyone is going to judge me and make me stop brain?! ;-;
My ideal fantasy world is one where I'm brave enough to ask my parents if I can order merchandise online from stuff I like.
Hi please stop describing me, I don't appreciate it when people spy on my life.
Honestly, though, I'm constantly trying to get out of this mindset. Like, I feel like I can't do anything because I'm afraid people will judge me on it. I just want to get and wear pretty clothes that I like and listen to enjoyable/good music, can you stop telling me that everyone is going to judge me and make me stop brain?! ;-;
My ideal fantasy world is one where I'm brave enough to ask my parents if I can order merchandise online from stuff I like.
biggest mood i've felt in a while with a stranger
biggest mood i've felt in a while with a stranger
Y'all sound a bit on the young side so I'm here to tell you what I wish someone had told me: You don't owe anybody ****.
You don't have the look how they want. You don't have to only like what they like. You aren't obligated to be interesting to them or entertain them.
So what if they're gonna judge you? That ain't your problem, it never was.
Y'all sound a bit on the young side so I'm here to tell you what I wish someone had told me: You don't owe anybody ****.
You don't have the look how they want. You don't have to only like what they like. You aren't obligated to be interesting to them or entertain them.
So what if they're gonna judge you? That ain't your problem, it never was.
I just adore the spinoff of that called Being Excited About Something Until Someone Ignores Your Excitement And Then You Feel Your Heart Deflate.
And by "I just adore it" I mean I hate it with every fiber of my being. Like, when you're really excited about something and you're gushing/bubbling about it to a friend and the friend is like, "oh, cool." or, "nice." or, "I'm happy for you." and then changes the subject and then you just feel like maybe your soul was a balloon and they popped it.
It happens to me too often.
I just adore the spinoff of that called Being Excited About Something Until Someone Ignores Your Excitement And Then You Feel Your Heart Deflate.
And by "I just adore it" I mean I hate it with every fiber of my being. Like, when you're really excited about something and you're gushing/bubbling about it to a friend and the friend is like, "oh, cool." or, "nice." or, "I'm happy for you." and then changes the subject and then you just feel like maybe your soul was a balloon and they popped it.
It happens to me too often.
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I used to feel like this too. Still do, sometimes. I used to have pretty intense Social Anxiety ("fear and anxiety of being negatively judged and evaluated by other people"). Eventually, when I gained more confidence I realized I cared less and less about what people think.
Would you hate someone because they like something you don't? Probably not. A normal person wouldn't. So if they really hate you because of this reason (which is unlikely), then something's wrong with them. So if you need to change your interests to get this person to like you, then they are not worth your time
sorry for bad english
I used to feel like this too. Still do, sometimes. I used to have pretty intense Social Anxiety ("fear and anxiety of being negatively judged and evaluated by other people"). Eventually, when I gained more confidence I realized I cared less and less about what people think.
Would you hate someone because they like something you don't? Probably not. A normal person wouldn't. So if they really hate you because of this reason (which is unlikely), then something's wrong with them. So if you need to change your interests to get this person to like you, then they are not worth your time
sorry for bad english
I love a bunch of shows/creators that other people tend to hate. It wears you down. I know it sounds silly but it really is hard to stick to "just enjoy your things and don't worry about what others think" when people are so intensely judgemental... and I'm not even all that young so you'd think I'd have time to get over it but it just keeps on coming. I've even been yelled at in person for not agreeing with someone's opinion over a TV show!
I love a bunch of shows/creators that other people tend to hate. It wears you down. I know it sounds silly but it really is hard to stick to "just enjoy your things and don't worry about what others think" when people are so intensely judgemental... and I'm not even all that young so you'd think I'd have time to get over it but it just keeps on coming. I've even been yelled at in person for not agreeing with someone's opinion over a TV show!