i dunno where to put this but i've been messing around with paint. i've been crying a lot lately and i was just puttign thigns together to have something to do but stare at the walls while i cried. i know i sound okay just through text but i'm not. the text barrier makes it impossible ot really communicate without constantly going on about it how utterly not okay i am. people see anything other than screaming in text and assume you'reb eing playful and fine. that's why he left. he didn't understand that i wasn't okay in the slightest. he thought i was fine and just sometimes sad when in reality i was crying my eyeso ut every second that i was conscious. he didn't understand that i wasn't being playful and fine, i was still talkign the same because i was in shock and couldn't think of anyhting else but to go through the verbal motions os he wouldn't yell at me for beign a downer all the time when i was cryign my eyeso ut and too in shock and grief to think of any way to even begin to truly describe or express it behidn the screen.
TOPIC | Gene Mashups
i dunno where to put this but i've been messing around with paint. i've been crying a lot lately and i was just puttign thigns together to have something to do but stare at the walls while i cried. i know i sound okay just through text but i'm not. the text barrier makes it impossible ot really communicate without constantly going on about it how utterly not okay i am. people see anything other than screaming in text and assume you'reb eing playful and fine. that's why he left. he didn't understand that i wasn't okay in the slightest. he thought i was fine and just sometimes sad when in reality i was crying my eyeso ut every second that i was conscious. he didn't understand that i wasn't being playful and fine, i was still talkign the same because i was in shock and couldn't think of anyhting else but to go through the verbal motions os he wouldn't yell at me for beign a downer all the time when i was cryign my eyeso ut and too in shock and grief to think of any way to even begin to truly describe or express it behidn the screen.
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in the very unlikely chance that these become a thing, i no longer would have a need for accents.
edit: my favorite is the first one, it's so synthwave pretty.
edit: my favorite is the first one, it's so synthwave pretty.
in the very unlikely chance that these become a thing, i no longer would have a need for accents.
edit: my favorite is the first one, it's so synthwave pretty.
edit: my favorite is the first one, it's so synthwave pretty.
what the heck i love these?!?! especially that fade/blend and metallic/alloy combo.... i have a mighty need
what the heck i love these?!?! especially that fade/blend and metallic/alloy combo.... i have a mighty need
This is so cool. I love mashing up and editing genes when I draw
This is so cool. I love mashing up and editing genes when I draw
never knew i wanted overlapping genes so bad until now
never knew i wanted overlapping genes so bad until now